My Goals In Life

I'm finding it difficult to figure out what I want to do with my life.  Yes, still.  Good news, I now have a better part time job.  It will pay for rent and groceries which is great.  I'm very happy about it.  But I'm still trying to figure out exactly what I want to do with my future.  I do have some ideas though.

• own my own bakery
• work in customer service for an animal shelter
• cook meals for homeless people
• get back into web design and do contract work
• go back to school for marketing (and go from there)

See, there are quite a few cool things I could do.  But they are often so different!  And the thing is, I've got interests beyond those things too!  I'm going to write a brief list of my interests

• swimming
• baking
• web design
• going out dancing
• cooking
• helping people
• sewing
• photography
• listening to music

It's so hard to figure things out!!!

Why is life so confusing?

What Are You Living For?

Really, what is your purpose? Why are you here? I know, difficult questions.
I have absolutely no clue why I’m here. What good am I supposed to do with my life? I’m not exactly powerful or influential or anything. I’m just me, a regular young adult who doesn’t know what the reason for her existence is.

I would like to find out. But how do you even do that? I really, really wish that I had a passion for something. Then maybe I’d feel more together with my life. Instead of how I am now.

It’s just … I should have a goal. I feel like I’m lost or something. I need someone to lead me. I want to know what I should accomplish.

How can I help people? How can I do something? I don’t know how. But I want to know. I want someone to tell me!